Hiatus Ended

I've been contemplating how to return to the blog. The past two weeks have been.... heavy. And part of me wants to blog like nothing's happened. But another part of me thinks that's the worst idea, and that it would be good to at least acknowledge in some way what I've been feeling. Since it's not really my place to, I wont go into details. But I will instead talk about how I've felt and what I've realized in the past two weeks.

- As much as you may want them to change or act differently, your family is the only one you've got, so accept them and love them just the way they are.

- Enjoy you life! Do what makes you happy!

- The Golden Rule is the only rule that has NO exceptions

- It's better to say nothing at all than to say something bad

- Rain could not be more fitting

- I want to have kids sooner than I thought

-Take care of your body; you'll feel happier and so will your grandkids

- I miss romance, date nights, and grocery shopping

- I love Steve more than ever, and see how amazing he is

- I miss my family


ok, was that depressing enough? jeeze! I tried to throw is some of the stuff I've learned and some of the positive stuff.

Anyway, Christmas is right around the corner. And I feel so not ready for it. I need another month. I have done NO shopping at all. ZERO. So this weekend will be full of bargain shopping. At least we now have a tree and some decorations at home. So it kind of feels like December now.